Don’t change who you are. If your friends don’t like who you are they were never real friends. I feel like this a lot to and it may just be because were not letting people in. We push people away because we don’t want to loose them so before they stop talking  to us we say goodbye to them. But I mean it’s just something you have to live with and choose your friends wisely because you won’t push em away if you really like em. And fuck your ex I know how rejection feels it’s not good but than again it’s not your fault.